I am so excited. I've been thinking for quite awhile about going off of my meds and wanted to wait until I got into my psychiatrist to talk to her about it. Well, at first she was a little reluctant to go along with it but as we talked and she realized that I have given this a lot of thought she said she was on board with it. Yay! My main reason for wanting to go off meds is just because I feel I need to be 100% sure that I need them. I've been medicated ever since I got out of the hospital (a year and a half ago) and there is no way to know how I will be unless I try to go off them. So that is what I'm doing. I have a good support system around me and little stress in my life right now so I feel this is the best time to try to go off.
We decided to start tapering me back, so I have gone from 10 mg of Zyprexa to 5 mg. So half of what I was previously taking. It's only been a couple of days but I have noticed a difference mainly at night. My mind is much more alert and I find myself wide awake at late hours. I am trying to stay on a regular schedule though because I know that is one of the best things I can do to avoid having a manic episode.
Anyway I am totally excited and cannot wait to see what the future holds!
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